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I really hope my one Christmas wish comes true.
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[12 Aug 2004|12:43am] |
why do i feel so unloved, left behind,
i cant even spend more than 5 mins on the phone
without something more important coming up
and having my hopes cut short again
so instead i try and make up for it by calling
alot maybe stringing a bunch of these calls together
but its never the same.
I used to get calls in the middle of the night
and in the very early morning...
heh i remember we racked up a $400 doller phone bill
wile quite some distance apart. *sigh* it was worth every
penny taken outta my pocket by my parents.
i dont know maybe i am being over emotional tonight
i love this girl with all of my heart and will work
through anything with her
god i love her more than i could ever explain,
the kiss of her soft lips on my cheek the feel of her
hand on my heart, her arms around my waist put me in
an orbit that i never wanna come down from
*sigh* god i love her so
I Love You Vanessa
your loverboy,
-Matt
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[08 Jul 2004|11:17pm] |
Vanessa is great I love her so much i have so much fun with her,
so this entry is for the raddest girl around
I love you Vanessa!
your loverboy,
Matt
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[26 Jun 2004|02:32am] |
someone please give me a rifle and send me to the middle east !!!
ill show those fuckers who are cutting peoples heads off why they dont fuck with us!
yeah all these shitheads over here in america speaking out agenst leathel injection saying its "cruel and unusual" have fucking nothing to say when one of our innocent citicens gets his fucking head cut off!!!
you'd think one of you ass holes would get a clue and get pissed off!
nooooooooooooooooo you just remain ignorint!
man if the libral crap the is being flung around today all this bull shit media, saying that we are wrong, and all this ignorint bitter shit, man if they had as much influence in world war two as they do now, we would all be german speaking god damn nazis! ya think on that for a wile,
oh yeah and to this one "oh our government is soo opressive"
then how come your still alive for speaking out like that!
you wouldent have been in iraq under sadam thats for damn sure
if you think there is sooo much wrong with this country, fine
THEN GET THE FUCK OUT! AND GO TO HELL!
if the people who think these wars are such bull shit were in power right now
we would be getting the fuck bombed out of us
we are so much safer as a result of the fight agenst terror
that if you cant see that
you are either blind with ignorince
or just too bitter to admit it
Our presedent is keping out country safe
so everyone who thinks otherwise can fuck off
oh yeah funny thing how we found more of those chemical wepons that they didnt have... hmm chemical artiliry shells were found on wed.
AND connections to fucking bin laden.
so quit smoking your weed and fucking wake up to reality
sometimes war is a nessisary evil and now IS ONE OF THOSE TIMES!
god help this country if kerry gets elected. we are going to be so vunrable.
he did vote to send our troops out, then voted agenst giving them the equipment to keep them safe...
but you are right
he is a good man
WAKE THE FUCK UP AMERICA!!!
or god help us all
-Im proud to be a part of this great country,
Matt
P.S. God Bless The United States of America
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[20 Jun 2004|10:44pm] |
heheh
Im in love
its crazy
I miss you
as soon as i leave
your side!!!!
YAY FOR LOVE!
*kisses for nessa*
your loverboy,
-Matt
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[17 Jun 2004|10:53pm] |
no one comments anymore,
some one comment and make me feel happy :)
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| how to make me |
[15 Jun 2004|12:37pm] |
| How to make a matt schwarz |
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
3 parts courage
3 parts joy |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[14 Jun 2004|10:20pm] |
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anxious... very very anxious...
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[12 Jun 2004|03:28am] |
Lord... Make me strong... please.
-matt
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[09 Jun 2004|11:46pm] |
I dont think i can sleep any more, im not really sure what is wrong, maybe i am sick? but i am not really sure, am i really sick? i dont think i am, it is probably because i am so drained. and god i miss vanessa, she i s so special to me, i couldent even begin to explain how much i love her in a way that i could make others understand. i hope i can sleep tonight, i hope to god i can sleep tonight.
God please let me dream of vanessa
-Matt
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[09 Jun 2004|01:34am] |
3 more days, just 3 more days untill everything is right again, i can make it, i can make it, i can make it, i can make it. oh please god let these last 3 days fly by, i cant wait much longer i am going crazy, i need to hold my love in my arms again, it is going to be amazing, i keep replaing it over and over in my head, i come through the gates, and she comes running twards me, and jumps into my arms, as i swing her around untill we both get dizy and fall down laughing and tangeled in eachothers arms.
-love/home/lakofvanessa sick,
Matt
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[04 Jun 2004|05:36pm] |
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8 MORE DAYS !
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[03 Jun 2004|02:17pm] |
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9 more days!!!
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| JUNE 2nd |
[02 Jun 2004|09:38am] |
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!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!!!
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[26 May 2004|08:14pm] |
hello everyone, just thought I'd post. I've only got 2 more weeks left, I miss vanessa so much, I just gotta hold on for two more weeks.
-Matt
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| I love you Vanessa |
[21 May 2004|11:14am] |
I know it's dark here
You know that I'm scared, too
For some reason right now
Of everything but you
Right now, you're all that I recognize
You know I came here
When I needed your soft voice
I needed to hear something
That sounded like an answer
And I'll wait here and sometimes I get one
It's nothing I'll forget
When the moon gets tired
You're stuck to me every day
Believe in what I am
Because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be
From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on
You know it starts here
Outside waiting in the cold
Kiss me once in the snow
I swear it never gets old
And I will promise you I can make it warmer next year
You know I came here
When I needed your soft voice
I needed to hear something
That sounded like an answer
Now I stay here and everyday I get one
It's nothing I'll forget
When the moon gets tired
You're stuck to me every day
Believe in what I am
Because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be
From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on
So go plug in your electric blanket
We could stay in the southern summer wedding day
Go plug in your electric blanket
We can stay here
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[21 May 2004|02:37am] |
this is gunna be ruff. I miss you like crazy. i love you like you wouldent believe.
Christina + Matt = Sulk Squad.
all my love for you nessa,
-Matt
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[20 May 2004|01:10am] |
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I feel like something is being kept from me, i hope everything is ok... im worried. i love her so much. maybe ill send more flowers.
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